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yet another cat hat id by QJaded yet another cat hat id :iconqjaded:QJaded 0 4
Literature
freedom of speech
chipped and worn purple nail polish
weakly disguises my grayish toenails
the scars from past blisters
calloused skin
and crooked toes
are all showcased
by my dirty yellow sandals
i stride with pride in
my broken-in feet
i
DEFY
pedicure
(you can always choose to look the other way...)
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Literature
my shaking hands
Traumatic fingertips etch my hipbone:
it hurts
but
it cannot be stopped
It is fair
but
dark somehow
then
the shock of eyes
that make you forget
that you
ever
used to breath
Pills Refuse To Chase Dread Away
all that's left
is me
and You
to laugh
at my shaking hands
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Literature
AlmostMe
Staring into this broken mirror
I can see myself more clearly
in the shattered pieces
me and her
The one with dark circles
under her eyes
She blames it on mascara
But I know...
She doesn't wear makeup
"Damn..." I whisper
The short prayer
in memory of what
nearly was
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Lost Poetry .:Widescreen:. by QJaded Lost Poetry .:Widescreen:. :iconqjaded:QJaded 2 0 Universal Time - no lyrics by QJaded Universal Time - no lyrics :iconqjaded:QJaded 0 0
Literature
havent done
i love
        what you havent done
with
the
place                         US i mean
us would hardly be appropriate
.
.
.
right...?
how you managed
to spell
                   FEAR
with
the letters
G-
O-
D...
intolerant
does
not
do you
           justice
if i did
believe
          in
ULTIMATE evil, or satan, or whathaveyou
.
.
.
lets just say:
the
resemblence
is
striking
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Solitude by QJaded Solitude :iconqjaded:QJaded 2 13
Literature
poetic beginnings
words cautiously
           d
           r
           i
           p
            out of my pen
and bellyflop
            onto the paper
i d
  r
  a
  g
  my finger through
the sanguinous scene
   painted in black and white:
(i am only confident that i do not know my art)
                
                                       
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Literature
Drunk
She slept with Dionysus again last night. Feeling like a bear emerging from hibernation, it was good to see her old lover from across the room with the slanted stare that met her subtle gaze. The drowsy feeling that draped over her head was blasted off with that inferno that roared whenever he was near. She moved closer, he moved closer. He took her hand in his and kissed her burning cheek. His breath was charming scent of intoxication that charged through her veins and left her heart running behind her struggling to catch up. She drank it in, sipping casually at first; but as the wild potion took effect, she could not take it in fast enough. He asked her to dance and she danced, as far as she could remember. He spun her around, and around and around; the room was a vast haze with radiant streaks of white, red and orange twirling around at speeds that her mind could not comprehend. He laughed as she hit the ground trying to take it all in but the light did not stop; it converged before
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Universal Time - For Allie by QJaded Universal Time - For Allie :iconqjaded:QJaded 3 8
Literature
writer's block
it's a familiar scene at 1:43
the screen is bright
it tugs at her eyes
the offensive page is blank
1:47…still blank
1:51 and she has one line
then quickly casts it to
delete key oblivion
her head meets the keyboard at 1:53…
no wait, 1:54 now
making the coffee leap out of the mug
to attempt an escape
At 1:58 she manually extracts a hangnail
and sucks the on the blood
now it hurts to type
She has a strange craving for jelly beans
at 2:01 and falls asleep
snoring at the thoughts of
jelly bean colors until
the black licorice army invades at 3:43
"i hate black jelly beans," she thought
as she turned off the screen
"maybe i'll write about it someday…"
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Literature
your letter
I read your letter again
as I watched
your "love" and
your "regret:
embraced by fiery arms
I saw the words
where the ink ran
from my many tears
which could kill the flame
if there were any left to cry
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Literature
I am...
I am
the shadow you never notice
until it startles you at night
I am not
religious or spiritual
the individual is a god in its own right
I fear
judgement by others
all my self-confidence is just a front
I do not fear
death so much as I fear
no longer living
I love
when my cat purrs on my chest
putting my universe into perspective
I hate
intolerance for differences
to mask grotesue insecurity
I am
the one who will take you face
and turn it to another direction
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Literature
The Music
The music tore inside me
and ripped out my soul
It dangled it over my head
before placing it on a shelf
in the purple place
that I cannot reach
even when I stand on my toes
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Literature
scars
i thought it was all a dream until i looked down at
my hands.
that's when i knew it was real.
that's the great thing about them;
scars, that is.
scars never lie.
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Forced into her rusty armor—a foreign child to this land where fantasy still thrives:
A country where dreams and desires are fulfilled by "grant."
She's the unwanted, unheard stranger in a village full of heroes and heroines
Trotting on their flawless mares with horseshoes of gold and silver lined saddles
Illusions of grandeur which they all uphold—chivalric as they think they are
A sacrifice must be made to their benevolent king--
And broken toys and forgotten dolls are more useful as kindling
Than simply thrown away with the dead.
"Don't forget to scream loudly" they said
"You are the sacrifice but you must help It work up the appetite to eat you"
The children giggle while they skip merrily up toward the cave which contrasts the rippling grass.
Already they've started the burning—books with humans; humans with books.
To the ignorant, affluent, jealous, and bitter each seems equally evil.
"We're preparing them both for hell"
The young girl simply stares at her looming mausoleum and fe
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QJaded
Tragic Heroine
United States
Favourite genre of music: Rock, Alternative, Classical, Gothic Metal
Favourite style of art: avant-garde
Operating System: Mac OS X
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Personal Quote: "This above all: to thine own self be true."

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Glasscherry Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2005
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These woods are lovely dark and deep,
but I have promises to keep,
and miles to go before I sleep,
miles to go before I sleep
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Glasscherry Featured By Owner Oct 31, 2005
Hehe thanks for the comment & favorite!
You know, i was kinda worried that I might flame from guys...but oh well lol
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Glasscherry Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2005
Hello! Thanks for visiting my gallery and adding me in your friendlist! That was very kind of you lol
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QJaded Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2005
you're very welcome :D
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satek Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2005
Thankyou very much for the favourite! :3
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rag-dolly-anne Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2005
:blowkiss:
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Kerahna Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2005
hey cool you got a subscription :XD:
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Sandgoddess-Naomi Featured By Owner May 15, 2005
*tee hee* Your avatar is great!
And I really like your sig. *wink wink* ^__^x
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QJaded Featured By Owner May 16, 2005
thanks :D

always like talking to a Hellsing fan...i actually am in the process of working on some fanart but my scanner has been broken eversince i dropkicked it across the room (jk...but i have been tempted :XD:)
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Sandgoddess-Naomi Featured By Owner May 16, 2005
Yay! I love Hellsing fan art. I've been in a mad craze lately, cranking out the Hellsing fanart like nobody's business. ^__^x
I hope everything gets in working order for ya.
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