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I am
the shadow you never notice
until it startles you at night
I am not
religious or spiritual
the individual is a god in its own right
I fear
judgement by others
all my self-confidence is just a front
I do not fear
death so much as I fear
no longer living
I love
when my cat purrs on my chest
putting my universe into perspective
I hate
intolerance for differences
to mask grotesue insecurity
I am
the one who will take you face
and turn it to another direction
the shadow you never notice
until it startles you at night
I am not
religious or spiritual
the individual is a god in its own right
I fear
judgement by others
all my self-confidence is just a front
I do not fear
death so much as I fear
no longer living
I love
when my cat purrs on my chest
putting my universe into perspective
I hate
intolerance for differences
to mask grotesue insecurity
I am
the one who will take you face
and turn it to another direction
Literature
Cuts
Dyke.
Fag.
Queer.
Words I've come to know as name.
They jeer and they push and they taunt.
I give them no tears, no blood, no hurt.
I remain as sturdy as stone.
Underneath I am crumbling.
Do they know each word is a cut?
A mentally inflicted wound?
With every sharp letter,
I am left with another hurt to heal.
What does it matter?
Why should I care?
Their ignorance should not bother me.
But it does and it will, forever.
I am still a person.
Still worth the attention and voice of any other.
But they don't care.
I'm worthless, useless, beneath them.
I'm gay.
Literature
Drug Induced Slumber
Take a sip, take a swig,
Another life, gone as gone by,
Hate the life, which passes by,
Why do I live it? I ask myself,
No answer forthcoming,
Where does it end?
No answer does come,
I weep, for my eternal soul,
Fuck it, end it all!
When I can, I answer,
When I end, this tasteless time,
I want the answers, they don't belong,
I cry, rivers of tears, pain and loss,
I've got no hope, nor restful sleep,
Taking pills, trippy dreams,
Woe is me, forgot my smoke,
Taking shots, alcohol invest,
Getting high, go trimethylene!
Wanna die, cannot wait,
Fuck this world, for all its hate,
Take the knife, from the waist,
Look at it softly
Literature
Put the Past Behind
Unclench your fists and listen to me.
Forget the past and wake to reality.
Learn from the things that made you this way.
Let go of the misery, and smile today.
Whatever happened stays in the past.
You can't change any part of that fact.
No one's at fault for all that's happened.
Life is just full of coincidences.
Even though you want someone to blame,
Don't, because life is just a game.
Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose.
Just learn and be careful the next time you choose.
What's happened, has made you stronger.
What's happened, has made you smarter.
Don't say, that everything was a waste,
Because you'll never learn without
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Very beautiful, perhaps it should be on a poster?